i’m ashamed

of my own lack of: will power, motivation, tenacity… of. lacking. any thing. in general. outsiders will read this and passionately disagree. but only you, meaning me meaning you too, knows what truly and fully goes on inside the inside of the underside of things. i stop and sink. fall forward. and often consider this […]


2. a state of lightness. unforeseen nostalgic blaring i wind my arms and legs and face around this sudden magic breath. breathe. sigh. blink present still.