Eve Rounds

i want to tell you every.thing.

but you’re not here to hear.

there are times inside the timelines
all of them
every
single
one
when each direction burns.
i shuffle left
twinge.
i curtsy right
pang.
i bend fowardfuck
what’s that cramp in my heart?
its purpose seems STOOOPID

this route unfamiliar
our compulsion strangled
in this new masked world

no
such
thing
as
movement backwards backwards movement backwards
i stop.
and lace up
the hot pink of my teal sneaks.

Twins

It isn’t easy being a twin.   Others considered us as one two-part person,  while our parents saw,  in our conspiring, four or more.  

should.

dark morning darkness woke up crying i now embrace the word should. it’s a simple truth. my dad should be with me on my   

27 days ago

i lost you so suddenly too suddenly your blue eyes in a constant state of near tear because you loved life giving us so much

haiku ish

in this direction waves break to the right of me reversing my own current

.no . title .. here …

your ……. face against the bruised air between my quiet mind and the raging storm …. panic .. desire …….. pain and wishful logic slowly …