Eve Rounds

i feel like writing

and so i shall. with no intent to intend.

sometimes there is relief in feeling overwhelmed by daily life. the bills and social interactions and putting the dishes away.

sometimes there is relief in feeling overwhilemed by ms. it gives me a real reason to feel overwhelmed by daily life.

sometimes just sometimes maybe here and there i manage to feel solid in my jester-like skills. instead overwhelmed by my own capacity to do.

today and lately i’ve been quite meh. and while i once craved a sort of equilibrium, i’m discovering that too much balance can be oh so boring…but really

certain elements must  remain steady so that everchanging variables don’t completely tip the internal see-saw…but really

i need passion. my only perpetual requirement.

 

Twins

It isn’t easy being a twin.   Others considered us as one two-part person,  while our parents saw,  in our conspiring, four or more.  

should.

dark morning darkness woke up crying i now embrace the word should. it’s a simple truth. my dad should be with me on my   

27 days ago

i lost you so suddenly too suddenly your blue eyes in a constant state of near tear because you loved life giving us so much

haiku ish

in this direction waves break to the right of me reversing my own current

.no . title .. here …

your ……. face against the bruised air between my quiet mind and the raging storm …. panic .. desire …….. pain and wishful logic slowly …