and so i shall. with no intent to intend.
sometimes there is relief in feeling overwhelmed by daily life. the bills and social interactions and putting the dishes away.
sometimes there is relief in feeling overwhilemed by ms. it gives me a real reason to feel overwhelmed by daily life.
sometimes just sometimes maybe here and there i manage to feel solid in my jester-like skills. instead overwhelmed by my own capacity to do.
today and lately i’ve been quite meh. and while i once craved a sort of equilibrium, i’m discovering that too much balance can be oh so boring…but really
certain elements must remain steady so that everchanging variables don’t completely tip the internal see-saw…but really
i need passion. my only perpetual requirement.